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DR. KING SCHULTZ ([personal profile] dentist) wrote in [community profile] remarks2013-01-05 01:05 am

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"Dead or alive," the ad said — dead just seemed easier.
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[personal profile] attempt 2013-01-05 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her responsibilities are few and simple: hang the clothes and draw the water and brushes the horses. Menial, domestic sort of tasks despite the fact that nowhere is their home and the night sky above is the only roof above their heads. She'd done such things on the farm, having learned how to keep house from her mother's own hands. (The same hands that had held Hansi's dust-smeared face as she kissed her and then pushed her down beneath the floorboards. Be good, child. Be still.)

Poking the fire with the burnt end of a stick, watching the embers snap and pop, she does not look up when she asks:
] That always the case — dead bein' easier?
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[personal profile] attempt 2013-01-05 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The caravan creaks, Schultz's boots settle. Atop the cart his wind-worn tooth wobbles tipsily, its spring singing like a saw bent moon-shaped and played like a fiddle on the knee. Hansi dislikes the noise and the way it reminds her of winter — all the fields frozen underneath the snow, late afternoons spent cooped-up round the stove, the last of the sunlight spent on supper and a song before an early bedtime. Schultz's question hangs in the air as Hansi stares at the tooth defiantly, as if trying to will it still with her mind. But noisily, it carries on. (She's tempted to throw her stick at it and yell hush, but she thinks the kind doctor — 'kind' — wouldn't take too well to it.) ]

The bill said he was a bad 'un, didn' it? [ To bounty hunters the bill was important, wasn't it? To Hansi, they're a preoccupation. Something of an obsession. (The man who killed her ma and pap; they were on a bill somewhere, weren't they?) ]
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[personal profile] attempt 2013-01-06 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ (She spends the first month and a half squirreled away in the cart, not because he asks her to but because she's too frightened to come out into the light. Horses scare her; the bigger, the blacker, the worst they do — the men who'd come had ridden up on big black horses at dusk and from her spot beneath the floorboards Hansi could hear the animals whinny and neigh as her parents screamed.

Like ugly laughter, she'd thought at the time; truth told, she thinks it still.)

Chewing the inside of her cheek she looks at the doctor, watching the way the firelight plays with the shadows across his face, making him look younger and then older and then downright ancient, like he's made out of woodchip and stone.
] Can't figure why anybody'd aim t'keep one of them folks alive. All that hassle. [ Hansi frowns, then resumes poking the fire with a stick before abandoning it altogether. ] When they'd rightfully cut y'r throat while you's're sleepin'.
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[personal profile] attempt 2013-01-06 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
Jus' gonna up and hang 'em anyway, once they've got 'em, [ says Hansi, the declaration pursed with girlish petulance. Even though she's got a young face and willowy arms, it's easy to forget how young she is; death has made her hard and bitter as an old man and more often than not she frowns in disapproval rather than smile the way a girl her age should. It makes one wonder: when the men on black horses are finally at the end of the barrel of her gun, will Hansi smile then? Will her mouth finally remember the gesture and will her heart relearn how to hold such sentiment inside itself?

The end of the story is sad either way, but Hansi has taught herself not to think of it that way. (What is dead is dead and what will die will die — not if, but when. Just don't die first.)

There's a metal kettle set to bubbling, nestled in the embers at the fire's edge. Wrapping her hand in the thick wool of her sleeve, Hansi fetches it, its contents roiling about inside. The smell of coffee — black and bitter, just shy of burnt — wafts through the air in Schultz's direction.
] Doesn't make a bit'f sense to me.

[ Carefully, she extends the kettle, nodding for him to hold out his cup. ] Y'ever do that? Spare somebody who didn't need sparin'?
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[personal profile] attempt 2013-01-06 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Shadows move over Hansi's face as she brushes her hair back and then pours. It makes her look as if she's just smiled, the apple rounds of her cheek burnished gold by the firelight, though it's impossible to tell either way: genuine sentiment or just a trick of the light. Every likelihood says that it's the former, the girl not given over to such childish fancies (they have no currency out in the wide world, on the plains and in the towns; childish fancies would not tighten her aim or strengthen her hand; and they would not see her safe and un-violated during the moments when Schultz was not by her side). ]

What kinda fool you take me for? [ she asks, a little edge and a little humor in her voice both. ] You think I'd be badgerin' you half as bad if'n you were the type to let a bad man walk? [ His coffee poured, she pours one of her own, her cup dainty and small compared to his — a teacup rather than a tincan, fashioned out of pale ceramic and painted with flowers by a crude hand. ] There's still hogs to be hung.
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[personal profile] thirty 2013-01-05 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[ What is this? An AU? Who knows! Probably! Wait, that's a terrible start to a tag. Begin again. Freddie's pencil has been whittled down to enough of a nub that he really can't tuck it anywhere without losing it and can't do anything with it in his hands beyond clutch at it and hope he won't drop it. Still, it is better lugging ink all over the place and hoping it doesn't get all over every thing he owns and/or run out at the exact second he needs it most. ]

Musn't believe everything you read, particularly not advertising. [ And then, with barely a breath to signify a change in topic: ] Is that how these things usually work for you? See something that someone has put up somewhere and go off and do it, no questions asked?
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[personal profile] thirty 2013-01-05 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Freddie scribbles something down. A note documenting this answer, more or less, in case he needs to return to it later. Generally Freddie is not a note-taker, but it's helpful sometimes. ]

So it's a matter of supply and demand, then. [ Because if there's anyone who could manage to be a socialist before socialism became trendy, it would be Frederick Lyon. ] The demand exists, which means that sooner or later someone will come along to fulfill it and reap the benefits of compensation for their labour. So why not you?
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[personal profile] thirty 2013-01-05 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Freddie's head tips to the side, not in agreement or disagreement but just because that's a thing Freddie does when he's thinking. Just like how, a moment later, he raises his thumb to his teeth and bites thoughtfully at the already ragged nail. ]

I can't say I believe in serendipity, [ he says finally, removing his fingernail from between his teeth and using his newly-free hand to gesture. ] It's entirely too convenient. [ The neatness of it, Freddie would tend to believe, can't exist in the untidiness of the real world. ] Besides which, those aren't the only considerations in choosing a career. What about contribution to the community? Work hours? Tell me, Dr. Schultz, do the ethics of your chosen profession ever bother you?
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[personal profile] thirty 2013-01-06 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I have all sorts of answers, right here at my fingertips.

[ Freddie raises both hands and gives his fingers a demonstrative wiggle. He smiles a bit as well, and it's a smile that's not all that different from Dr. Schultz's laugh. If Freddie were more self-aware -- and he is, poignantly so, on some topics and utterly hopeless on others -- he might think that there's an element of chase to both of their professions that probably explains a great deal of their appeal. Dr. Schultz's chase is the quite literal kind, but this, what is happening right here and now in this conversation, is Freddie's. ]

But I would be far more interested in hearing yours, [ he concludes, dropping his hands back down again. ] For example, is it that you're killing someone who has killed before and likely will again? Or is it that you simply don't believe that there's an inherent worth in human life?
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[personal profile] thirty 2013-01-06 02:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ When one lives life in a near-constant state of outrage at society -- as Freddie does -- it can be hard to fathom how other people can get along without being outraged. So it is fair to say that while Freddie has not been actively attempting to get a rise out of Dr. Schultz, he is mildly surprised that it hasn't happened yet. That the most he has managed to achieve is that mildly offended hand gesture. ]

I meant that more in the intangible sense. The sanctity -- if you'll let me use that in a decidedly irreligious sense -- of human life and thus the complementary evil of bringing it to an end.